Saturday, August 23, 2025

Liz & Ben


 

Liz doesn't have time to explain anything. She knows that look on Cole's face as he comes into the bar looking for her, but she looks at him as if he's no one. After all, she knows Ben is watching her, even if he's listening to some old geezer talk about the old times when everything was cheap and he had his own boat and people really worked.

"Why won't you take my calls?" Cole blairs over the voices at the bar.

"Must be my phone." She keeps a straight lip and passes out orders of beer from her tray. She still works here, even if a couple of weekends ago, everything changed at the old beach house.

Yes, someone still lives there, his great aunt, and evidently, she's got more vices than Ben. Or Liz assumes. That is Ben's story, not hers, at least not yet.

 Deep down, she knew it was the best of times yet the worst of times. When she breathes in, it hurts just a little. She hates the way she's left things with Cole, but it was bound to happen sooner or later. He'll forget her. She knows his kind, a college boy on summer break. He needs to get back to class. Settle down into what's important. Liz knows it won't be her. Besides, there it is hanging in the core of her like an implant of some kind. Ben. Yes, it makes her laugh, but it makes her heart hurt, too. Why didn't she see it coming?

"What do you have?" She asks if it's his regular, a Blue Moon. 

"We have to talk?" His stern voice doesn't count. Never will. He might as well be an engine going nowhere. 

"Can't."

"Or you won't."

Cole almost grabs her hand, but she scurries away to get the orders in. She doesn't want any trouble. She wants to do the right thing. A part of her knows she needs to be by Ben's side. Liz wants to keep the peace, but she doesn't know how. So she avoids him as if Cole's not there. Unfortunately, it's not working.

Tuesday, August 19, 2025

OC RP Dakota



 Dakota hadn't meant to leave so abruptly. But Ezra was a no-show at Taco Night.

"Let me bring it to him," Dakota excused herself, saying she wasn't feeling all so well. She was tired. Nav understood, but Han looked at her as if she were up to something. "I'll drop off the tacos for Ezra. You two eat."

She forced her biggest smile, thinking she'd left Ezra in limbo, evidently. She hadn't meant to. She knew he needed to know the truth. And she knew she'd let this go on far too long. Why hadn't she just told everyone as soon as she saw them? It felt as if she should have worn a T-shirt with the truth, but it wasn't easy. It never would be.

So she left the two crunching on tacos. Nav didn't seem to mind. He would be the hardest to tell. She knew that. She kept putting it off, but hurried on her way to Ezra's before she could stop herself from telling him everything.

Of course, his stunned look when she saw him at his place was terribly disappointing, but she knew she had to go on. Somehow.

"I thought you might be hungry," Dakota smiled.

"I dunno." He shrugged back, taking the tacos and a bag of chips and salsa to put on the counter by the stove.

Dakota couldn't help but sigh. It felt like the golden moment, and she needed to do it quick.

"I think.."

"What?" He looked at her as if she were being evasive, and maybe she was. Really, it was old news. But it was something she was very tired of saying.

She cleared her throat and took a deep breath.

"I like you."

His eyes lit as if he was surprised.

"But..but you aren't going to like what I have to say."

Now he cleared his throat as if he was ready for the truth.

She looked around his little space. She knew Han was invading it, and maybe Ezra should just stay at her place for the night. She shook her head. She knew that was totally insane. After all, he didn't know the truth. Not just yet. 

And yet she wanted to linger in this moment. Seeing his place. Probably for the last time.

"Are you going to tell me or not?" His serious eyes made her squirm just a little.

"Don't you want to eat?" She looked at him a bit bug-eyed. 

"Just tell me?" He looked as if it would be the end of everything. And maybe it was.

"I don't want to mislead you," she finally said.

"OK. I got it." He sighed as if she were the one prolonging the agony.

She couldn't look at him. She focused on a pillow on the couch by the window. She really wished she could sit down, but why should she? Her fingers intertwined as she pressed her lips tight.

"I ..I used to be a guy."

This instantly cracked up Ezra. She wasn't expecting it. She blew a breath. "It was a while ago, OK."

"OK." He nodded, even lipped.

"Do you hate me? Are  you mad at me?" She finally looked at him blankly, and he had no reply.

She scrunched her eyes. "I'm not like..you know..how people are trying to decide who they are, or anything. It was one of those things I ..I was born with...I don't know.. It's just." Her fingers moved to her eyes. Oh, how she wished she could poke her eyes out and never have to discuss this with a human being again, but she'd kissed Ezra, and she'd liked it. And she hated the thought of being so dishonest.

"I dunno, I know I'm all wrong for you. And..and can you forgive me?"

Dakota knew she was going to cry,  but he embraced her first, and somehow, she didn't feel so alone.

Sunday, August 17, 2025

Uno & Kat



 Uno didn't know what to make of it now. Especially when he found a black cat in his bed. Of course, immediately, the cat was affectionate in his arms.

He winced hard, thinking back to where it all started. He sighed, shaking his head. This couldn't be. Just couldn't. He stroked the cat's neck, and the purring was of contentment.

Meanwhile, he nursed his bottom lip as he walked around his old apartment, trying to put the pieces together.

Kat had been let go from the maintenance department. Part of the downsizing at the hospital. They'd gone to high school together. She'd always been a wild one. Much too wild for Uno. Yet, they'd always found time to talk in Art class, and then they kept in touch once they went their separate ways. Usually, he expected a phone call from her every Friday night. Maybe that's why he never found a date.

After all, working in customer service at the health insurance place was depleting his adventurous nature. He couldn't remember the last time he ever ate at a restaurant. He was a fairly homebody who liked to know what was in his own food. So he didn't get out much.

Maybe it was more serious than he thought with Kat. He didn't know of love. She was just a friend he worried about because she was a bit reckless. Going to parties, meeting doctors, even smoking pot with a custodian at work. Yes, he did worry.

And then he got news she'd lost her job. He didn't want to think the worst of her. After all, she was fluent in Spanish. Although she never found a stranger she didn't like. Of course, she'd told him early on that it could happen, the downsize. Then she mentioned how she'd had some bouts where she couldn't come to work.

"Are you sure that's all it is?" He'd asked months ago. "Are you still a party girl?"

She'd been moody the moment he'd asked. "Why can't you believe me?" She said she had some stomach issues. She didn't know the reasoning behind it. But she told him not to worry. She'd get by, somehow.

"What if you can't afford your place anymore?" He wasn't asking her to move in, but she had a mother and a step-father she couldn't stand, who lived nearby.

"I'd sooner live on the streets than live with them!"

Uno didn't like the sound of that. Of course, he didn't want her moving in either. But from the sound of her calls, she was getting desperate. She cashed in what she could to get the rent in on time for the first three months after she lost her job. However, she said she didn't qualify for much. It seemed these days there were more obstacles than ever when it came to compensation. 

He'd listened to her bitter rants about the political atmosphere. Honestly, he wasn't sure he could take being her friend anymore, but he listened, unsure what was really going on, even if she went to job interviews time after time. Uno wanted to help. 

Whenever he had cash, he'd send her a twenty or a gift card to a local grocery store. Even then, he wondered if she would just spend the money on booze or pot. She had no idea how she kept him up at night. Although as the weeks rolled by, he was certain she'd give him the heads up that she'd moved back home.

And then he saw her at the old thrift store, which he never went to. He didn't know what led him there, but she looked happy even if she was jobless. It felt like old times. Her smile was infectious. She did have a certain joy that left a laugh in the core of him. But he wondered if she was high then.

"We could get something to eat," he'd said which even shocked him. Honestly, he didn't think he was a very giving person. Even Kat had assured him this long ago when they were teens, while she, on the other hand, would give a homeless person her last dollar bill.

It was only meant to be take-away at the pizzeria. After all, his place was very close. Had she just hoped to bump into him?

Back at his place, she said they needed something to drink, but she didn't wait for him to look in his thin galley kitchen. It seemed she was drawn to the Soju immediately. Uno had forgotten he had it. He didn't drink. It was a gift from a co-worker who teased him about Korean Dramas.

"Soju?" He asked himself now. He winced hard. Why did he partake? It was just a little. What harm could it do? 

Oh, it wasn't hard to find the bed in his little place. Two old friends laughing about old times. Wasn't that all it was? And here he was with a black cat in his arms now. What had happened to Kat?