Sometimes, I wonder about myself. I might not be any help to anyone, and still I try. I don't even have siblings, yet I find myself in Big Sister mode when it comes to Fiona.
Yes, texting Ezra was not a good idea. It didn't help any that I had to get his number from Nav which meant, talking Nav into going to the Fireworks with me at the boardwalk on the 4th of July.
And then the endless texting with Ezra. What did I get myself into? I didn't want to tell him everything about Fiona. I just said, maybe she wasn't ready to be on her own.
Bad mistake..bad..bad mistake.
I kept telling him to worry about himself, after all his pondering, "What do you mean?" questions.
In the end, I just said, "We'll do more things together." What else could I say?
I applied to the Assisted Living Place, and I used Nav as a reference, which helped a lot. I am thankful for knowing him. And finally, oh finally, I got to meet Alex. Who is amazing with cars. And Alex didn't charge me an arm and a leg.
It was good to meet Alex, who was very informative about taking care of a car.
Finally, when the 4th rolled around, we all met up for hot dogs on the crowded boardwalk. Thankfully, I only ate one, because a second one would have made me throw up. I couldn't deal with the cotton candy and other treats like Fiona.
After a couple of games at the different booths and arcades, we settled down to pair up. Nav and I went together on the Ferris Wheel (our final ride). Before that, it was the bumper cars and the Tilt-a-Twirl. Honestly, I hadn't imagined this much fun on the 4th. Thank God for a sea breeze, or it might have been a different night.
Thankfully, there was laughter and fun, and it was great not being under any influence, except the night and the beautiful fireworks.
-Dakota