Friday, May 29, 2026

About last night

ellie: Q & A with Nico and Amy

 Sorry, I've gone rogue again this week, but I had the opportunity to read something last night that I had actually written. Now of course, saying that means I might have gone off the cuff a time or two. But it all had to be around 3 minutes long. While mine wasn't nearly as tragic as a few were, I still found a way to project the character in different tones. Of course, I didn't win, but it was encouraging. I was glad they thought of it as more of a performance. It was also good to learn from some I knew about what they write about.

As always I have character-different stories, and I do pick up on several things in life to use for these characters. Sometimes, I feel it's a great way to remember those moments I have spent with someone. Nico's character is a little like some of the boys I met while teaching Resource. They were sensitive to what the world had given them. Some had amazing grandparents who raised them. Although there was a fear that local gangs would swallow them, even back in fifth grade. Some had mothers who never cared where they might end up, they had too much going on in their own lives to make ends meet. While others were taking care of their mothers at a young age. Yes, usually they were fatherless, but even when they had one, it didn't mean they had time to spend with them.

Of course, Amy is a character I've made high maintenance. Especially in Eli's eyes. And sometimes, I did make her a bit hateful. But she came from a broken home, too. A daddy's girl at heart, but to have her mother move back in has never made her home feel the same. And I don't think she's ever known what true friendship is. But the fact is, many of us don't know either. 

As somebody told me once, "You're great at coupling." Even so, doesn't mean it's a happily ever after, but it might on occasion.

Recently, Buck Dancing came into my feed on YouTube. I laughed, but then when I watched it was like visiting the folk art of the States. And of course, it's always great to find out something you didn't know about that person until the moment arrives. I felt that way about many I listened to last night.

Oh, by the way, I didn't Buck Dance for anyone last night. I only have private sessions in the laundry room.


Thursday, May 21, 2026

irl

 


What is making you smile? My blonde Skipper doll with freckles!

What is making you sad? Love you, Teach [it's a soft and emotional Thi BL Drama. Lots of sweet storylines with both MCs and growth in this one. It has to do with when your partner regresses and thinks he's a seven-year-old instead of an elementary teacher.]

What are you baking? Nothing. I can't have bread.

Any favorite cookbooks? d.i.y Cookbook. (can it. cure it. churn it. brew it. )

Favorite desserts? Zero Sugar JELLO pudding, but even with skim milk it can spike my blood sugar a lot. So I don't have it as often as I would like.

Favorite restaurant? The Specials.




Friday, May 15, 2026

OC RP - Nav


 

"You can only do so much," Nav said about the Cole matter. "I just think you should let him get evicted if... if he can't pay the rent." Nav shrugged, perhaps a little unfeeling toward Dakota's stepbrother.

"But," she winced back as he pulled her in for a hug in the bathroom doorway. Their breath was minty fresh as they were almost in bed. "That's so cold, don't you think?"

"I just want you to stop worrying about him. It's not going to do any of you any good."

She pressed her lips and looked away from his intense dark eyes.

"You've never been worried about him until now." He hugged her close, and her tired body gave in. He kissed her forehead.

She sighed as she needed to be held. She needed to stop thinking about her troubled step-brother.

"I just wish Lizzie could be at my place instead of Cole," she told him.

Nav wanted to ask if this was because of Ezra letting Lizzie move in with him, but he didn't.  He let go and took the next step to pull the comforter back so they could finally get in bed.

"You know, together. Lizzie and Ezra could afford a two-bedroom place." Nav finally let slip.

Dakota nodded as she lay back on her pillow, and Nav reached to turn off the lamp at the nightstand. It was dark, but not completely, as the city lights brought in a faded light. They could find each other by touch and soon were spooning in the quiet.

"I hope he's happy," she finally murmured.

Nav didn't think she was talking about Cole, but he wouldn't ask. It was true, love was full of compromise, and each day brought new challenges, but still, he felt this was right where they wanted to be. 

Cole would figure out his troubles sooner or later, and Ezra had moved on. He hadn't spoken to Dakota in months. Perhaps Ezra was childish, too, but at least he had Lizzie around.