so

I know..you are suppose to be happy now. Still, I'm in this certain shock. That I don't think will ever wear off. See, I dunno how to explain, what you do to me.

But there you were..with him. So happily. Evidently.

And we were just plain. I guess. But I used to make you laugh. And...well, I liked it. I liked us. Cause, we weren't really special. I guess we should have been.

Because, you wouldn't be with him now. You..would be with me. And we would be doing nothing. Absolutely..nothing.