Writing Challenge - Your first kiss

OK..didn't I write something about this already?

I'm just going to think about Sara...because that's in the now.

I mean, who knew how one kiss could change so much between us?

I guess I knew it could happen, and maybe I wasn't ready for it. But she is beautiful. And I don't mean just her outside beauty.

She's caring. She's kind and I want to be someone who can be a better person.

I just didn't know it would be like this. Kissing her, was like a wake-up call. Especially, the night of Derry's wake.

You know, what makes me laugh now..is the thought we should have been caught in Sara's room, but we weren't.

No, one kiss lead to another and then some and well, you know it was like this dance where we needed to get to know each other. Too bad, we didn't sit across the table and ask each other question. I mean, we are pretty much earthy people, I'm beginning to think.

And I know, I need to find a way to be her home since she doesn't have one anymore. She's with me now.

I gotta think of the future. I gotta pace myself.

Maybe, she better kiss me again.